Dreams from Another World

Its been on my mind the past few days. My brothers watch me create and not a day passes where they ask me "Do you want to develop games?"

Its a big question. I really only got LBP2 to create RPGs( who would have guessed that?). However, finally getting really good with logic and seeing your creation unfold is both fascinating and at the same time, scary. I am not sure if this is the guy I want to turn into. The guy thats always locked in a endless development cycle of fantasies, and while developing a large fanbase online is great, I am not sure if thats who I want to become.

Not many people would have guessed I was a Jock in highschool or that I was a star athlete. I started to wonder if I actually like making games, or do I just like LBP2? Its been three long years and I havent published anything. Yet I have more hearts than tons of creators with tons of levels

I never asked for them...but in a way, it helps seeing people support your ambition. Perhaps, this is just the question every serious creator faces. I have project spark sitting on my computer and I am afraid to touch it. Its almost a new form of creativity disorder.

Its kinda weird, but I actually kinda fear winning the Sack Quest competition. Its like saying" this is what you were supposed to do". On the opposite end, not entering and giving it your all, tells you nothing. And thats probably worse.