Fang's Random Gibberish (LBPC Edition)
It's Not as Shiny as it used to be...
by, 07-14-2012 at 11:06 PM (191 Views)
Time to ramble again!
I used to love LBP. I would play it all day with lots of motivation and create lots of stuff and all that. I've also played lots of games ranging from FF to Ace Attorney to Tales and back. They were fun and exciting.
But now, I'm kinda losing the interest in gaming. See, nowadays I only come onto LBPC when friends are there, and even then I lack the will to create. I played lots of games at my access, but I don't seem to be quite interested/delighted in playing them. As a result, Persona 3 FES is just gathering dust right now in my system (downloaded).
I guess this is probably because I'm starting to become... someone different. Or maybe it's just a weird phase right now. I'm betting on the latter. But, I began taking Game Design classes and stuff, which is giving me more interest in making full games, rather than LBP levels and playing them. It makes me enjoy creating with other programs other than LBP, which is very cool (albeit complicated).
And then in the weird social aspects, I'm crushing on a girl in said class, and for the first time I don't feel like a total loser in front of girls, since we're all into games one way or another (something normal school kids don't seem to give me... :/ ). Since then, I've become increasingly social towards friends I usually never hang out with and basically feeling like I'm turning into a chatterbox to satisfy my social needs. So pretty much, I now want to spend time with friends, rather than play games in my room all day...
I'm not sure if it's just temporary or not, but I probably won't be too active for a long awhile now. I may play LBPVita later on, but generally speaking, at this point I feel more fufilled being with friends and making ideas, rather than slaving away at my LBP project, Aurora Crystallis.
...I feel like I belong.
^ Lol cheesy blog ftw!